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Name: Tarun (T for the homies)
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/7/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: Everything....seriously. What I do not know interests me. Whether I go and find out is another thing all together. But to narrow it down, I love fast sports, good music, good movies, good relationships, good lovin and good eatin.
Expertise: Expertise...may I be so bold? Well I would say that I am an expert bullshitter, hence the length of my profile. I'll say what I am good at. I have a artist's eye and hand, I am athletic and strong in the martial arts. I am an expert judge of character but at the same time believe in judging no one (at first).....oh yeah and I'm a damn good driver.
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  Teeznutss
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| Well...im back again. I havent had internet for quite awhile (obviously since my last entry) so I have had alot going on. Moving back to the OC has been a trip. I feel so detached from everything at school having graduated already. Its fun seeing everyone again but its weird cuz I feel like so much of the stuff i focussed on before is so unimportant. The girls, the parties, the drugs...none of that is ever going to help me get where i want to be. Seeing the success of people around me has given me a new ambition to make something out of myself. It is so hard to find a balance though. Im sure everyone goes through it. Living by the beach and around so many great people makes it tough to find time for myself to find myself. Everything seems so superficial, with no substance. But life aint easy or perfec so i guess i need to just man up. Im trying to pursue my love of music and production design right now and have been making some good progress. Its so hard these days to be happy with working to be happy. Instead its just a neverending fuckin paper chase. I was offered a job in banking starting at 60K starting next quarter. But damnit i dont want to be a banker sitting behind a desk as another corporate peon. Fuck that, i got here doing what I like to do and imma keep doin it (plus i suck at math). Until then im just gonna keep composing the music of my life and slangin it to 16 year olds in Missouri. Fuck what kanye west said about being a college dropout, i wanna be a college standout.
-peace and pimpin to all.... | | |
| So....today is the first day I tried to mess with this Xanga thing. I was just trying to give a friend a lil comment, but they made me sign up. I didn't want to have wasted the time writing that bit so I wasted even more time signing up. Anywho, I guess its chill. I was supposed to write a journal during my 2 months in Europe and only came back with a page. Maybe I'll have more luck this time. I do have to say that, although my trip was unforgettable, its good to be back and see all my peeps. It made me feel all warm and gushy inside (shhh dont tell anyone) that my friends blew up my fone as soon as I got back. Its good to feel missed. But back to reality, oh there goes gravity. Weighing down on my mind all the responsiblities that I had nearly forgotten. Having basically graduated (walked) my life is currently at a roundabout, I can keep running in circles or I can choose a road to go down. But screw it, I have time and right now I want to pave my own fuckin path. Carpe Diem... | | |
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